I already begin losing steam

When I decided to get pregnant I also decided to make good choices in regards to what I put into my body and taking care of my body. However, that was 3 months ago. I was going to the gym at LEAST 5 days a week, gave up caffeine, and refused alcohol. Since NOT getting pregnant Ive become frustrated and its showing up in my habits. I would rather eat tacos then go to bootcamp, drink coffee and soda all day instead of water, and have had WAY too many mornings hungover lately. I need to refocus. Next week all my clients go back to school and my schedule will certainly be more steady than its been in a long time. I need to readjust where I am at in life. I still plan on running the 1/2 marathon in Decemeber so I need to make sure I am training hard. I still want to lose about 20lbs before getting pregnant so I had better do that NOW. Maybe the baby is waiting for me to get where I want to me before it comes. Maybe my body is saying "you arent ready yet, quitter! Prove it!"

Round 3- no baby

This was round 3 and there is still no baby on board. The limbo period is kinda crappy but I am trying to keep a positive outlook on the situation. I'm not too upset about it because I am hoping to get a new job anyway. The baby will come when it comes. Until then, we will get financially ready and I will get physically ready. Additionally, I am really looking forward to running the half marathon in December but I will do that whether I am pregnant or not. I also have alot of things I want to do to the house, closets to clean and such. This will happen when it happens and it will be the perfect time whenever it will be.

O, the waiting

This is the time of waiting. Its the week of in betweens. Am I pregnant or not? I wish there was a way to tell instantly. Although, I am grateful that pregnancy tests do provide results must faster than they used to. Did you know that most pregnancy tests can tell you up to 5 days before your missed period? That's only like 9 days or so after conception. That's incredible! Too bad its only 60% accurate that early on. Guess I will just have to wait and wait and wait...